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Baring The Constraints by ALANIPAI, literature

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Baring The Constraints

All the expectations placed on my soul from these people who don't really know who I AM Restrict me from speaking forming constraints around my throat choking until the weight of the silence causes me to SLAM; Into the ground, falling constantly, consistently in a mindless shuffle of characters, facades stumbling focusing saying how I CAN'T. My lonely deposition and position bare my soul to the darkness that though I shift still continues to hold me SOUND. As I run into this soulless freedom and continue to use excuses and reasons. I realize this pointless existence will continue till set a foot DOWN. Resisting as my as my constraints

What Happens When? by ALANIPAI, literature

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What Happens When?

If love is what brings a family together. And hate is what tears a family apart. What happens when hate is a form of love, because truly the opposite of love is indifference? What happens when the key to bad relationships is miscommunication? When miscommunication comes from a misunderstanding? What then happens to hopes and dreams, Built by by support through understanding and achieved by love and good will? When goodwill is misdirected to fuel another source? What happens when pride takes over truth and ones self, so that one can not lose with out being hurt and can't win without hurting others? What happens when loss drives us to

Mo Money Mo Problems by ALANIPAI, literature

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Mo Money Mo Problems

I'm coming up and I want the world to know, though some people let me go, kicked me to curb that i let shit go Yet the more money i come across the more issues I reciceve enough to make me srceam what do you want from me Watch out world, im on the rise despite alot dives, despite losin many of my lives still on shredded wings im reachin for tha sky Always try, forever ride or die kicked to curve yet still I strive Over came obstacles Yea thas right, its tha climb Haters words might get you in a bind but thas jus proof your doin fine Cuz the harder it is the more success feels the best remember Despite all the fame keep your h

Let Me Hold by ALANIPAI, literature

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Let Me Hold

Girl I've been watchin you for a minute seeing you from a distance realizin how bad its hittin and how much of him you missin and I'm telling you I'll be here makin it my personal misson and to show you aint kiddin, I aint waitin for permission Cuz my feelings for you aint switchin All you need to do is come get it just let go of it all on your shoulder and just let me hold you I see you've been feeling down I miss that bright round smile you once had damn that made me glad just the thought of you losin that is enough to make mad Now I aint perfect and I've done somethings bad but jus give me a chance cuz I can't stand seeing yo

Hold Hand by ALANIPAI, literature

lets look at it by ALANIPAI, literature

Truths by ALANIPAI, literature

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Truths

Blood, boils yet we never cool down. Pain comes that, though we try, we can never tone out. Dreams that lifted us turn reality into a night mare. Hopes burn our heats as it leads our emotions against us. Wishes fuel tears of crushed fantasies. Voices carrying knives show us what we try to blind ourselves to. Life plays out to have its worth judged to decide should it be kept or loss. Bonds built on false grounds reveal thorns in time. Foundations led by a false person fall to truth. Lies affect all aspects of a human. Truth accepted shows anothers lies. Revalations cause change. Power causes resistance to change. Refusal to follo

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Baring The Constraints by ALANIPAI, literature

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Baring The Constraints

What Happens When? by ALANIPAI, literature

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What Happens When?

Let Me Hold by ALANIPAI, literature

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Let Me Hold

Hold Hand by ALANIPAI, literature

lets look at it by ALANIPAI, literature

Truths by ALANIPAI, literature

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Truths

So much, by ALANIPAI, literature

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So much,

So much, too much, hidden behind the gaze. No one can really see how much it weighs. What binds people breaking them, called pain You can see the effects of the strain. Laugh it off, make it light put other before you, say you’ll be alright, forget try to move on, say your done with it, believe you’ve made it, lie and more to what’s there, lose it all but act as though you have it made. Hide the fact of the break. Crumbling, hold it together Look for away to make it better As you get worse so does the weather. No one to save Those you trust with your chains tie you up and leave more icing on the cake. Enough that le

????? by ALANIPAI, literature

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?????

How long have I lived? How hard have I tried? How heavy are these burdens? How far away is the sky? Why do I keep hurting? How much longer must I bide? Why with all this pain must I still hide? How much is kept secret behind this curtain? How thick is it with all the lies? For so many I’ve lived, but how much more have died? So many have come yet why are there none still by my side? How much must I lose before I’m done with this ride? The road will hurt, but how long I’m not certain? A way to make my life worth it, why am I still searching? Hoping still to find that one person? But why is every person I meet make

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Pokemon is Forever by techgnotic, journal

Pokemon is Forever

Nov 22, 2014

Share | Archive Foreword by techgnotic (https://www.deviantart.com/techgnotic) Kay (aka damphyr (https://www.deviantart.com/damphyr)) is DeviantArt’s go-to expert on everything “Pokémon.” She also occupies the adventurous position of being one of DeviantArt's main enforcers of standards and practices. We thank her for being a guardian of artistic erotica and especially, for being able to answer every question we get asked about Pokémon and just about anything else for that matter. Supreme Keeper of all pop culture knowledge, Kay must be protected in case of global disaster. by damphyr (https://www.deviantart.com/damphyr) An incongruous collection of people lined the sidewalk outside the local video game retail

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Jan 30, 2011

Is Happiness a work instead of a Feeling?

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Happinees is an acheivement Happiness can be gained on diffrent levels Happiness can be defined as an end or a final (read aristotle ethics for more information) If happiness is a final then all levels of action and exploration can achieve happiness provided there is a mean.If the act is pursued for the sake of its self it can be lead to good, However if an act is done for ones self it is pleasure, for it is similar to animals and instinct . This can said because the is no future insight into deeds then the imeadiate consequences and rewards. But honor pleasure and others come and can derive from from this happiness. One could say the pur

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ALANIPAI

Oct 23, 2009

Maybe I'm Wrong?

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I opened my eyes this morning still asleep laying bed,but it wasn't me who opened my eyes but who I was and am. I saw people, different types of them each varying from gender to looks to strength. But what kept me looking was I could see my self fighting them and I became happy and excited. I saw myself winning and landing punches each punch confirming my as well as their existence while each blow they landed on me confirmed theirs as well as mine. I saw my self facing against even matched opponents who got me excited. I saw myself fighting opponents who I had no chance of winning and would leave me a wounded broken body and smiled, I saw an

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May 12, 2009

sucks

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ok my dads gone for 2 weeks, my mom has entered military bitch mode and is annoying tha hell out of me. proably some last ditch attempt to force us to follow her way of thinking. watever im stuck with her and my annoying bro who have both aggravated the hell out of me and it hasnt been 3 days. changed my sleep schedule so no more constant wake up at night; instead im sleeping through the afternoon till 12 and working through tha entire day. It works wonders. kirstin wont be there to teach me guitar next weekend  :sad:   and i was late to tha lesson thanks to my mom having someone else take me My mom has decided that my schedule is retarde